what happen to my dear family?

yesterday i called my 2jie,she was crying because of her boyfriend~
i hate her boyfriend....why he like to meke my 2jie cry not once only.
i chatted with her about one hour.
let her cry out
let her voice out whatever she suffered before...
i don't want my jie jie
i don't want my jie jie to become like this
she is my dearest jie jie
among my sisters i admire she the most




another day
today
i received message from my mui mui
she told me that our house's electric had been cut
so mum call me to bank in rm150 to her
but
i don't know where can bank in the money
and
here had no any cash deposit mechine
so
although i want to help but i cannot
after that i call da jie
then i told her what mum suffered now
but then she also got no money
haih
why
WHY
why
why my family become like this
is it before this we done a serious wrong thing
so god is punishing us now
if yes
please
can it be shorten?
i don't want my parent still can't relax in this age
i want them relax and let us as their daughter can do something to them
is the time for us
i don't want to use their money anymore
i want my family
happy family and normal life back
i want the life now can be pass faster....
i don't want my family so suffering
aRHhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

weird roommate

today i going back to ktsn one dayy earlier...
do you know what i saw in my always clean room??
my roommate is going to put her dirt thngs on my blanket and my bed
i know my bed is not clean as yours but please be a bit responsible ok??my dear roommate!!!
that is my bed if you want to put something on my bed please ask me
if not at least not your dirt blanket!!!
i pretend to be claim amd try to say wth her
and another thing
is
if usual she wil clean our room by sweeping or moping
but
today i come back not only my bed fulled with her stuff and also
the room looked ecxatly like the day we just move into this room...
it is dirt and fulled with hair and the dust!!!
usually i will called her 洁癖
but today only i know her....
i don't know this is an good event or what??!!

first day of october

today is the first day in October
i wish to have some changes in this new month
i don't like to repeat the same things like before 
only study and boring  in m university life

nothing special happen
i desire more than this....