really strange for me

that day 

my birthday

1709

morning i am late 

when i was on the way go to faculty he again sms me

he said may us meet for a while...

of course i can't reject him

because he is senior and i am ust his little buddy

so i just can reply that i wll be late and now i am on the way

when i reach faculty and i go to TIBE 

we go to meet there

i saw him 

a really alone look and waiting for someone

i know the person is me and i know he is a really good person 

but

when he give my birthday present 

i saw his eyes

but he din't express it

he really does not like to speak with me

like a stranger

but i know he is taking care for me

stranger when face to face 

but care through screen

it is not enough

really~