visiting~

few hours before i go

today i as the member of pbl 12 

we have to go to visit cads

we go there to fulfill our group task

at first i really reluctant to go because of some unhapy event happen before

therefore our group member not really satisfy with us~chinese

so i also have no mod to play with the guys there

 the moment i reach cads

i saw a girl with the age of 9 or 10 years old but 

she can't move, sit, stand

she can only lying on the floor 

but

she is tough enough

when i saw her eat the lunch by herself

i was shock

i never expect that she can eat herself 

and

she very optimis

she looked hapy and tough and also ther is no dissapointed showed on her face

i was touch on that few minutes

i should learn from her

her toughness and also her optimis

she great~ 

after that i saw a boy 

he very shy and he not really talk or another word

he never talk to me whenever i ask his question

i not realy know what the problem happen to him but 

when he brings me to go around the house 

and he brings me to a small room~a toy room

he does a thing i evr shock

he beats himself!!

i really 0.0

i don't what can i do except hug him and comfort him

he is the child i love the most among them

as i think he should be a very loving and caring child

i love him~ muacksss
his silence, his shy, his everything~

i was take care for another child since he was leaving

this boy is very hyperactive

i could not really catch him and take care of him

he is cute

and his name is Alif

he like a monkey

really

he is cute but everything he does 

make me really tired 

i saw another guys who very very tiny

he is bony and you can feels that when you hold his wrist

you will feel tat you are try to break his hand

he is Is

another hyperactive child called Wan Farin

he really try to break Is 

when i saw he beats Is's hand 

i worried that Is's hand will fracture

after that i said both of you stay in same place should be good friends

and i told Farin shake hand with Is

but again he make me worry bout Is's hand will fracture

his hand really looked like it will patah anytime when he is not carefully

when i give him a story book and let him tell me the story 

he really great 

in spite of he can't tell me the complete story but he can tell me the name of animals inside the book

he is a good boy

anyone try  to bully him he just forgive them 

i shoud learn this from him

he really a good boy

another thing

he like to study book

or can say he love books a lot

at first i really reluctant to join this visit 

1 is due to the event happen among our group's members

2  i got a bit discriminate towards malays

but i found that i was wrong 

i hate malay is the guys who very disgusting not the children there

i really have to change my view towards everyone~   

i learn a lot of things through this visiting

i was regret before this i was not giving my commitment towards this

i regret that i can't give them better gifts and souvenir

but is true 

they let me grow and widen my view in this world