few hours before i go
today i as the member of pbl 12
we have to go to visit cads
we go there to fulfill our group task
at first i really reluctant to go because of some unhapy event happen before
therefore our group member not really satisfy with us~chinese
so i also have no mod to play with the guys there
the moment i reach cads
i saw a girl with the age of 9 or 10 years old but
she can't move, sit, stand
she can only lying on the floor
but
she is tough enough
when i saw her eat the lunch by herself
i was shock
i never expect that she can eat herself
and
she very optimis
she looked hapy and tough and also ther is no dissapointed showed on her face
i was touch on that few minutes
i should learn from her
her toughness and also her optimis
she great~
after that i saw a boy
he very shy and he not really talk or another word
he never talk to me whenever i ask his question
i not realy know what the problem happen to him but
when he brings me to go around the house
and he brings me to a small room~a toy room
he does a thing i evr shock
he beats himself!!
i really 0.0
i don't what can i do except hug him and comfort him
he is the child i love the most among them
as i think he should be a very loving and caring child
i love him~ muacksss
his silence, his shy, his everything~
i was take care for another child since he was leaving
this boy is very hyperactive
i could not really catch him and take care of him
he is cute
and his name is Alif
he like a monkey
really
he is cute but everything he does
make me really tired
i saw another guys who very very tiny
he is bony and you can feels that when you hold his wrist
you will feel tat you are try to break his hand
he is Is
another hyperactive child called Wan Farin
he really try to break Is
when i saw he beats Is's hand
i worried that Is's hand will fracture
after that i said both of you stay in same place should be good friends
and i told Farin shake hand with Is
but again he make me worry bout Is's hand will fracture
his hand really looked like it will patah anytime when he is not carefully
when i give him a story book and let him tell me the story
he really great
in spite of he can't tell me the complete story but he can tell me the name of animals inside the book
he is a good boy
anyone try to bully him he just forgive them
i shoud learn this from him
he really a good boy
another thing
he like to study book
or can say he love books a lot
at first i really reluctant to join this visit
1 is due to the event happen among our group's members
2 i got a bit discriminate towards malays
but i found that i was wrong
i hate malay is the guys who very disgusting not the children there
i really have to change my view towards everyone~
i learn a lot of things through this visiting
i was regret before this i was not giving my commitment towards this
i regret that i can't give them better gifts and souvenir
but is true
they let me grow and widen my view in this world
