boring + stress

boring and stress always present

when the exam is coming soon

i want to skip from exam

不屈不挠的人，不论是否具有创造力，9月17日出生的人始终都以不屈不挠的精神闻名，纵使要花上好几年的时间也在所不惜(他们似乎也喜欢这样的方式)。




　　他们不仅有能力建立自己的事业与声望，有朝一日也能功成名就爬上最高的地位。在今天出生的人常常显得很严肃、不太好相处，甚至很难管理。一旦他们设定了一个目标，不论多么崇高或低微，都会努力地完成，绝对不会半途而废。他们不但热心，而且认真、信守诺言。



　　对9月17日出生的人来说，遇到挫折与克服挫折乃是家常便饭。他们不会用闪电高压的方式来迫使敌手就范，宁可慢慢地对敌手施以无情的压力而击溃他们。在面对巨大的压力时，他们可以表现得很好，不会太紧张，面临紧要关头时也不会缺乏自信心。因此在最困苦或艰难的时刻，人们可以信任9月17日的人所做的一切。



　　虽然他们很有创造力，可是大多数出生于9月17日的人都是很难缠、顽固的，他们是左脑逻辑的思考家，是以先后因果的逻辑概念来进行思考的，他们的推理方式是，如果A是真确的，那么B也必然是真确的。出生于这一天的人有很强烈的正义感，希望争论能被公平裁决。他们不仅希望自己能被公平地对待，同时也很公平地对待别人。所以，丝毫不意外地，出生于这一天的人可以成为极优秀的律师或仲裁者。



　　爱情运



　　9月17日出生的幸运儿，本性善良，天真无邪的个性，是吸引异性的一大魅力。



　　彬彬有礼的处世态度，获得许多人的仰慕。处女座的爱情关是坚贞不二，深情的付出，并希望和对方保持坦承的关系。对于性方面，则坚持单纯，采深思熟虑的态度。而且希望婚姻是一种永恒的关系。不考虑短暂的激情或冒险，是一个非常顾家的人。也许会为了维持家庭和谐，而愿意容忍一切。对于9月17日出生的人来说，生儿育女是一件非常重要、严肃的事情，或许观念保守，不过却能够成为最称职的父母。只是，由于事业心太重，很有可能连结婚生子的机会都没有。即使发现谈得来的对象，也会压抑住想要交往的冲动。总之，好好把握良机，否则机会稍纵即逝。



　　金钱运



　　9月17日的幸运儿，可以算是财运亨通。即使本身经济状况并不富裕，也因亲朋好友的帮助，而获得转机。



　　此外，热爱工作、勤奋，兼具耐力及敏锐的直觉，也是一项优点。但是，强烈的性格往往逼得自己走投无路。忧郁的倾向容易产生悲观的想法。处女座的人理财有道，自己的荷包看得很紧。9月17日的寿星也不例外，对于未来总有一个周详的计划，多半都能安享天年。妥善的理财方式，让处女座永远不会坐吃山空。



　　事业运



　　处女座一向都是凭直觉做事。这种潜在的本能，能够发挥高度的办事效率。



　　此外，深思熟虑、沉稳的性格，往往赢得属下的尊敬，获得上司的器重。持久的耐性也是一大优点。唯一欠缺积极性和大胆尝试冒险心。由于保持的人生观相当保守，因此凡事只要顺利进行就感到心满意足，并且不做没有把握的事。



　　健康运



　　不管9月17日出生的人从事的是静态或动态的工作，都必须参与一些比较激烈的运动，因为他们有体重过重的趋势。



　　减低脂肪与蛋白质的摄取，对他们的健康有很大的帮助，更能避免掉一些心脏血管方面的疾病。在他们的性需求得到满足之后，这些出生于9月17日的人就会有最好的工作表现，但是这种性爱必须植基于长久的恋人或伴侣的关系。此外，最好尽可能地避掉一些身体或情感上剧烈的冲突。



　　幸运数字



　　9月17日出生的人受到数字8(1+7=8)与土星的影响。



　　土星带来了强烈的局限与束缚感，同时也带来了评断事物的倾向；数字8则暗示了物质与精神世界之间的冲突，受这个数字影响的人可能会有孤单且过度纵欲的倾向。土星和水星(处女座的主宰行星)的联合影响，会突显出9月17日出生者严肃的一面。



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幸运难吗?

又是时候诉说今天的事

今天打算从hometown回来

我不想这么早回所以我决定搭5pm的巴士

为了避免搭不到taxi,我就3:30pm出门

怎知搭不到的士,等到此为4点的巴士

算了!

我到巴士站时

热+我的行旅很重+我得走到二楼去买票

呼~

终于我走到了

但

竟然全部公司的票都卖完了!!

晴天霹雳

气死我啦!!!!

然后我就问Cepat express可不可以多我一个人

他说可以不过坐special seat

眼看没有票又一定要今天回

唯有委屈自己坐那个座位

坐了3小时半的折腾座位

换来的腰酸背痛

终于到了

下车买monorail票到宿舍

幸亏我没错过

到titiwangsa

坐的士回宿舍

怎知问了两辆都说不载

真想骂粗口

!@#$%^&*()

还好问第三辆 他肯载

不然我当场爆发

乱骂粗口+踢那的士

真是气死人啦!!!

终于回到宿舍

真是折腾的一天!!!

呼~

好累啊!!

unlucky day?

today we going to celebrate my friend's birthday

we go shopping around

and

we want to have a movie

but

unfortunately

no ticket on that time

then

we change our mind

and

decided to go for bowling

there

we dint bring and dont want to buy stocking

workers there

try to influence us and buy

but

i dont know what we are insist for

we insist to not buy the stocking

finally

the workers close our lay

ANGRY!!

when we are deciding whether want to buy the stocking

or just ignore them

they just sit there and look at us

laugh on us

they are too over

we too angry and put off the shoes and stocking

just LEAVE

however they call us

we just ignore

hahahaha..

the first i go to bowling choach and have this UNLUCKY event happen. 

拉菲草之恋

"100朵栀花,也许有一片复合瓣,指向幸福

500盆三叶草,也许有一株四叶草,代表幸运

千万丛拉菲草,拥有幸运和幸福,才能寻觅到一 株连心草,诉说永恒的爱情."

感动得我流了好多次泪

好喜欢骑士的对白

骑士为了保护公主

牺牲自己

"让公主和王子能永远幸福快乐

他在彼岸的云端张望着你的幸福

我在你的身后守候着你的快乐

我踩下五百二十步的想念

手心却遗失了你的温暖"

这句话是骑士的遗言

"小拉菲,如果有一天你有了双腿,每天要跑五百二十步,这五百二十步之间,你要想我,我不贪心,可是你每天要想我五百二十步...."

为了公主的双腿,骑士愿意牺牲自己的心脏.

自行车,骑士让公主坐在前面

公主问他

他笑答说

因为这样比较靠近我的心...

好好看~~^^

visiting~

few hours before i go

today i as the member of pbl 12 

we have to go to visit cads

we go there to fulfill our group task

at first i really reluctant to go because of some unhapy event happen before

therefore our group member not really satisfy with us~chinese

so i also have no mod to play with the guys there

 the moment i reach cads

i saw a girl with the age of 9 or 10 years old but 

she can't move, sit, stand

she can only lying on the floor 

but

she is tough enough

when i saw her eat the lunch by herself

i was shock

i never expect that she can eat herself 

and

she very optimis

she looked hapy and tough and also ther is no dissapointed showed on her face

i was touch on that few minutes

i should learn from her

her toughness and also her optimis

she great~ 

after that i saw a boy 

he very shy and he not really talk or another word

he never talk to me whenever i ask his question

i not realy know what the problem happen to him but 

when he brings me to go around the house 

and he brings me to a small room~a toy room

he does a thing i evr shock

he beats himself!!

i really 0.0

i don't what can i do except hug him and comfort him

he is the child i love the most among them

as i think he should be a very loving and caring child

i love him~ muacksss
his silence, his shy, his everything~

i was take care for another child since he was leaving

this boy is very hyperactive

i could not really catch him and take care of him

he is cute

and his name is Alif

he like a monkey

really

he is cute but everything he does 

make me really tired 

i saw another guys who very very tiny

he is bony and you can feels that when you hold his wrist

you will feel tat you are try to break his hand

he is Is

another hyperactive child called Wan Farin

he really try to break Is 

when i saw he beats Is's hand 

i worried that Is's hand will fracture

after that i said both of you stay in same place should be good friends

and i told Farin shake hand with Is

but again he make me worry bout Is's hand will fracture

his hand really looked like it will patah anytime when he is not carefully

when i give him a story book and let him tell me the story 

he really great 

in spite of he can't tell me the complete story but he can tell me the name of animals inside the book

he is a good boy

anyone try  to bully him he just forgive them 

i shoud learn this from him

he really a good boy

another thing

he like to study book

or can say he love books a lot

at first i really reluctant to join this visit 

1 is due to the event happen among our group's members

2  i got a bit discriminate towards malays

but i found that i was wrong 

i hate malay is the guys who very disgusting not the children there

i really have to change my view towards everyone~   

i learn a lot of things through this visiting

i was regret before this i was not giving my commitment towards this

i regret that i can't give them better gifts and souvenir

but is true 

they let me grow and widen my view in this world

20100108 a genting trip

yup~in genting

let's go~get to theme park~

tiring and hot but nice^^

in Beryl's wonderland=3

 we----etheen, chye chee,juin juin  and me                                     

one day trip~

WOW~

so happy and excited

but

is a bit tiring..

we do it

go to genting with the bajet of RM100...

safe money + fun....

hahaha....

feel like a bit immune to those games

fun fun fun....
like this...

lonely

what is lonely meant by?

it creeps into your every bone when you are alone

no friends,

is scary..

no body will knows you

no body will understand you

i want to go back

at least,

when i am being with my family

i would not be alone

why alone?

why lonely?

am i cool?

i don't know

what happen to my dear family?

yesterday i called my 2jie,she was crying because of her boyfriend~
i hate her boyfriend....why he like to meke my 2jie cry not once only.
i chatted with her about one hour.
let her cry out
let her voice out whatever she suffered before...
i don't want my jie jie
i don't want my jie jie to become like this
she is my dearest jie jie
among my sisters i admire she the most




another day
today
i received message from my mui mui
she told me that our house's electric had been cut
so mum call me to bank in rm150 to her
but
i don't know where can bank in the money
and
here had no any cash deposit mechine
so
although i want to help but i cannot
after that i call da jie
then i told her what mum suffered now
but then she also got no money
haih
why
WHY
why
why my family become like this
is it before this we done a serious wrong thing
so god is punishing us now
if yes
please
can it be shorten?
i don't want my parent still can't relax in this age
i want them relax and let us as their daughter can do something to them
is the time for us
i don't want to use their money anymore
i want my family
happy family and normal life back
i want the life now can be pass faster....
i don't want my family so suffering
aRHhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~

weird roommate

today i going back to ktsn one dayy earlier...
do you know what i saw in my always clean room??
my roommate is going to put her dirt thngs on my blanket and my bed
i know my bed is not clean as yours but please be a bit responsible ok??my dear roommate!!!
that is my bed if you want to put something on my bed please ask me
if not at least not your dirt blanket!!!
i pretend to be claim amd try to say wth her
and another thing
is
if usual she wil clean our room by sweeping or moping
but
today i come back not only my bed fulled with her stuff and also
the room looked ecxatly like the day we just move into this room...
it is dirt and fulled with hair and the dust!!!
usually i will called her 洁癖
but today only i know her....
i don't know this is an good event or what??!!

first day of october

today is the first day in October
i wish to have some changes in this new month
i don't like to repeat the same things like before 
only study and boring  in m university life

nothing special happen
i desire more than this....

really strange for me

that day 

my birthday

1709

morning i am late 

when i was on the way go to faculty he again sms me

he said may us meet for a while...

of course i can't reject him

because he is senior and i am ust his little buddy

so i just can reply that i wll be late and now i am on the way

when i reach faculty and i go to TIBE 

we go to meet there

i saw him 

a really alone look and waiting for someone

i know the person is me and i know he is a really good person 

but

when he give my birthday present 

i saw his eyes

but he din't express it

he really does not like to speak with me

like a stranger

but i know he is taking care for me

stranger when face to face 

but care through screen

it is not enough

really~

really horrible

今天是我第二天回到家....

我一直以来都非常地粘家

但今天我觉得我回得不是时候...

跟她吵了一架

我累了

我答应过我自己我不随便骂人

但

她今天讲的一切都让我想破例

到最后

我被气到胃痛

这时

我以不知道我是胃痛或是心比较疼

她就是永远不会长大

她就是永远只想怪罪于别人

从来没有想想或反省过

在她的世界里

家人的定义是可以怪的人

而不是可以信赖的

伤心

因为她的想法

她对家人的不信任

她永远不会明白

当爸爸和妈妈了解她时心有多疼

她不会明白... 

sweet home~

yeah!!!

today finally i am coming back already

i am very happy now!!!!

but got something happen in KL before i go to Bukit Jalil

i know how to go there but i got wrong train already...

luckily i realise and i stop before the train is diverge to Ampang line

because my line should be Sri Petaling...

HAIZ~~

but never mind this time is my wrong experience and next time i can more remember 

hahaha...

but good experience because again i explore a new road to go by myself...

another news were coming out today

that was my result coming today...

luckily again i am quite satisfy my result anyway it is not interm of As

but enough for lazy me.... 

touching day

a weird day...

my best friend suddenly don't want to dinner

i know got something to do with my birthday 

but i have no ideas what they want to do??

lastly my best friend come to my room and call me go and eat...

i feel weird but still accompany them to pretend

when i go to downstair....

they eat pizza with me

and

i doesn't expect that some guys will come and celebrate for my birthday

thanks for my all friends who wish me and celebrate for me

all friends thanks and muackssss

when i doing the PBL for the next day 

suddenly again they come to my room and celebrate again

this time different 

is with birthday cake

i  really speechless

i just can say thanks to all of them

THANKS!!!

a good day^^

today i feel very happy^^

i buy 2 jackets oline..

i like the jackets a lot...

but

something annoying me

orange girl ask me want to go to dnner tomorrow 

i don't why she will ask me and so excited want to celebrate my birthday

haiz~~

i didn't like it 

i just want to celebrate with my closer friends and my family

i plan to give suprise to my family 

i am going back on my birthday 

but they all thought i will go vack in another day

haha

i like to give this kind of suprise to them

^^

a happy day...

a friend?stranger?

today suddenly he msn me and i was shock and surprise

he say he want to give me somethings

and tomorrow we can meet and maybe can talk together...

flash back

our conservation only has two or three times and every time not more than 3 sentences then he say

goodbye to me already

from i know him until now he only talk to me about 10 sentences like that only

i dislike this relationship to be develop

he is only半生熟for me

we look like now each other since very long time ago 

but

look like we are not know each other...

why i will have this kind of relationship??

i don't want 

it is hard!! 

boring day

i really feeling bored with all PBL now...

don't know is because of that doctor or maybe i not commitment enough in PBL....

but rely i feel bored with it..

the doctor is really weird!!!

she really like to comment about me 

and the whole PBL is her show

everything we no need to say but wait for her to tell us

HAIZ...

why she as our facilitator for three times of PBL...

i want to get off from her 

i want change the doctor as my PBL facilitator


but today i found something entertain me
Be a Doll
 so i can buy the clothes there
although see only also enough liao 

today i meet my wingmate in kmm...but today still less a person.....
she is too far from us...
but luckily we are still keep in touch...
i like my wingmate
i miss them
i want together with them
although we are taking the same course
but
we are in different university
sad to be like this~

the day i can go home become nearer and nearer 

i want to go home

i miss my home

i miss my family

i miss my sweet room

i miss my large but dirty bed

i miss everything in my house

long time didn't "撒娇"with my mum already

i miss the moments

i want my home